tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-05:594767all our lonely kicks are getting harder to findwe'll play nuns vs. priests until somebody criesquadruplify2013-07-20T00:50:14Ztag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-05:594767:138624Well here it is, my last defense2013-07-20T00:50:14Z2013-07-20T00:50:14Zdepressedpublic0<strong>••• First of all, <em>THANK YOU SO MUCH</em> for all the well wishes you sent my way since my last entry</strong>, both here and on Facebook. It was a tough time for all of us, so all your comments really helped, and I appreciate that.<br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://quadruplify.dreamwidth.org/138624.html#cutid1">Here's what's happened since then...</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><strong>••• The last month and a half has been rough on me</strong>, and not just because of the stuff I just mentioned. I've gotten into a habit of going to bed and getting up later than I feel comfortable doing, sometimes to the point I'm having "breakfast" at 3 in the afternoon. I know there are tons of people out there with worse sleeping schedules, but it's really thrown me off, to the point where I'm sorely tempted just to stay in bed all day for days on end. (I haven't actually done that, thankfully.)<br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://quadruplify.dreamwidth.org/138624.html#cutid2">In which wangst and self-loathing make a triumphant comeback! =_=</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><strong>••• And then there's the psoriasis as well</strong>, which hasn't been getting worse, but hasn't been getting better either. Last weekend I started taking <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Soriatane">soriatane</a>, which should help the light treatments be more effective. It won't kick in for a couple of months, and I have to go for regular blood tests because oral medications for psoriasis are pretty strong and could do some damage if you're not careful, but here's hoping it works. :P<br /><br />All right, enough depressing stuff. Here's some of the better news:<br /><br /><strong>••• The Low concert was absolutely excellent!</strong> :D Unfortunately, K. had to cancel on me because <em>she had to get really fucking sick that afternoon arrrrrrrggggghhh</em>. >_<; Stupidly, I thought we could salvage this by having her come later, because I <em>really really</em> wanted her to show up (it's just no fun going to a concert all on your lonesome, no?), but right when I got there she texted me saying she had thrown up for the umpteenth time, so I told her it would be a good idea to stay at home and focus on getting better. So yeah, the concert would've been better if I wasn't alone, but I had a good time all the same. ^_^;<br /><br />(Afterward K. told me she wanted to make it up to me by taking me to another concert; I suggested <a href="https://www.facebook.com/events/567685456608013/?ref=2">Explosions in the Sky playing at Toad's Place</a> on August 9. I was hoping we'd get to talk about whether or not it'd be a good idea...but she went and already bought the tickets. So I guess that's a "yes," then! :D)<br /><br />The opening act was <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mike_Doughty">Mike Doughty</a>, who used to be the lead singer for a band called Soul Coughing back in the 90s. I've heard of him before, but I never really got into his music, and after seeing him perform I don't plan on it anytime soon. It's not like I didn't like his music, far from it actually -- he was pretty funny and had great stage presence (considering it was just him with a guitar and someone else with a drum kit), and his songs were well-written and catchy. It's just that it was pretty standard indie guitar rock, and nothing really stood out at me. I did like his performance of "Looking at the World From the Bottom of a Well," though, which was the song I listened to when I first heard of him.<br /><br />I expected a phenomenal performance from <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Low_(band)">Low</a> because they're one of my all-time favorite bands, and they didn't disappoint. They played with the lights down very low, and against a backdrop of vintage film footage of airplanes, nature, cityscapes, acrobats, and the like, which somehow suited the music well no matter what kind it was. And Alan Sparhawk's guitar playing was really good, especially in how he incorporated feedback and reverb to make something beautiful. Just...<em>wow</em>. I'm pretty bad at explaining why it was so good without sounding awkward or like a weirdo, so I've linked some YouTube videos of the concert below to give you an idea. (And someone uploaded audio from two other concerts from the same mini-tour <a href="http://www.nyctaper.com/2013/06/low-june-19-2013-music-hall-of-williamsburg-june-22-2013-solid-sound-festival-north-adams-ma-flacmp3-downloads-streaming-songs-and-full-sets/">here</a>, in case you <em>really</em> want to get an idea. ~_^)<br /><br />After the concert I bought yet another tour poster (:3) and CD copies of <em>The Great Destroyer</em> and their latest album <em>The Invisible Way</em> (which was an album I enjoyed the first few times I listened to it but couldn't get too enthusiastic about, but after hearing a lot of the songs live I realized that they were actually <em>very good</em>, so I had to buy the album for myself). So yeah, as far as eventful nights go, I've had plenty worse. XD<br /><br />Anyway, here's the setlist:<br /><br /><span class="cut-wrapper"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___3" class="cuttag"></span><b class="cut-open">( </b><b class="cut-text"><a href="https://quadruplify.dreamwidth.org/138624.html#cutid3">Read more...</a></b><b class="cut-close"> )</b></span><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___3" aria-live="assertive"></div><br /><br /><strong>••• Apparently Tumblr has started censoring posts from certain blogs from showing up in tag searches as a way to crack down on porn?</strong> <a href="http://www.theatlanticwire.com/technology/2013/07/tumblr-porn-crackdown-here/67300/">From what I've read</a> (and <a href="http://valleywag.gawker.com/tumblr-is-pushing-porn-into-an-internet-sex-ghetto-816370642">here's an article with more information</a>), the site has been flagging various blogs as either "NSFW" or "adult"; if your blog is flagged as "NSFW," your posts won't show up in tracked tags (other than the people already following you), and if it's flagged as "adult" they won't show up not only in <em>any</em> tag searches, but on outside search engines like Google as well. And as far as I know, this flagging is done without the blog owner's consent, and there's no way to undo it once it's done. The justification for this is to make the site more friendly to advertisers (after all, Yahoo bought out Tumblr precisely because they were having trouble making enough money to stay afloat), but the end result is that if you really want to look up porn on Tumblr (or just discover new content in general, if the blogs being flagged don't exclusively post porn), you have to be linked to it directly.<br /><br />Now, I'm hardly the most pro-porn guy on the planet (I'm not a fan of how it the porn industry exploits women, or how it makes men less empathetic and more prone to Internet addiction and unrealistic expectations about sex), but I indulge in NSFW stuff just as much as anyone my age would, and I realize <a href="http://theslowestdrawfag.tumblr.com/post/55536646950/tumblr-yahoo-is-censoring-blogs">this would have a huge effect on fandom</a>, not to mention other kinds of content that has nothing to do with porn. And, well, I'm <em>really</em> not a fan of it. :/ I'm curious what everyone else here thinks about it, though.<br /><br /><strong>••• Two more months:</strong><br /><br /><object width="640" height="360"><param name="movie" value="//www.youtube.com/v/7ftLm52V1y0?hl=en_US&version=3" /><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true" /><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="sameDomain" /><embed src="//www.youtube.com/v/7ftLm52V1y0?hl=en_US&version=3" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="640" height="360" allowscriptaccess="sameDomain" allowfullscreen="true"></embed></object><br />Guys, this looks <em>fucking awesome</em>, and I absolutely cannot wait for it. 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=quadruplify&ditemid=138624" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments